the storm within...

hanging on desperately,
to the only hope,
solitary light in the storm,
melancholy overwhelming the mind,
thoughts blown away by the storm,
darkness surrounds the thoughts,
still hoping to be saved,
alas, i fear the end has come,
numbness creeps over the soul,
what was achieved i ponder,
thoughts wild and churning,
death seems a compromise,
for the soul's shattered,
the storm battered it,
not the winds that tear,
but the emotions that we fear,
hatred for the whole,
alas, no one to pity me,
and why should they i ask,
do i deserve pity? for have i shown?
no, came the Revelation,
the only light flickers wildly,
my thoughts still piercing,
the storm is too strong,
still pressing me down and farther down,
i despair and fight, the thoughts does it all,
another Revelation,
what have all those achieved,
not worthy to haunt me,
i can see the way now,
the feeble light growing stronger,
what do i  have to lose?
fight say my thoughts,
and the storm clears.